On a recent trip to Chicago, two very close friends of mine, who had not seen me in awhile approached me, "do you really have a blog called 'Alone...Forever'"? Yes, yes I do. I doubt they've had the opportunity to read any of this, because if they did, maybe they would understand what I need/want (?) them to understand.
So, leave this and read that. 'That' being a post by Ryan O'Connell on Thought Catalog, as O'Connell puts it "Share yourself with everyone and you’ll find yourself feeling connected to no one."